In June, my best friend Anna and I were vacationing in Blanes, Spain.

Honestly, before that trip I had never seriously thought about nudist beaches. They seemed like something meant for exceptionally brave people who had been born without any sense of embarrassment.

As it turned out, that wasn't true at all.

We learned about Cala Boadella almost by accident during the final days of our vacation. Someone in a café told us about a beautiful cove hidden between cliffs near Lloret de Mar, where one side of the beach was regular and the other was unofficially used by naturists.

Naturally, after hearing that, we spent the entire evening discussing only one thing.

"Should we go?"

"Just to look."

"Of course. Just to look."

My life experience has taught me that whenever two girls say "just to look," things rarely end up going according to plan.

When we first arrived at Cala Boadella, the weather wasn't ideal. The sun kept disappearing behind clouds, a strong wind was blowing, and the sea looked slightly angry.

We settled on the regular side of the beach and spent a long time watching the bay.

Anna, as always, looked completely comfortable. She had always treated clothing in a very practical way: if it was hot, it was hot.

I was much more nervous.

Not because of the people.

Because of my own thoughts.

I was convinced that everyone was looking at me.

In reality, nobody paid any attention.

Eventually we crossed behind the large rock to the naturist side.

And that is where the funniest moment of the entire vacation happened.

Not far from us, an elderly German couple was relaxing beneath a large beach umbrella.

Suddenly a particularly strong gust of wind hit.

The umbrella broke loose.

It hovered in the air for a second.

Then began a glorious flight across half the beach.

Everyone followed it with their eyes.

And of course it landed right next to us.

More precisely, right beside Anna.

She instinctively caught it with both hands as if she had spent her entire life training to rescue flying umbrellas.

For several seconds there was complete silence.

Then we heard applause.

Anna looked at the giant umbrella in her hands, then at the dozens of people now watching her, and said in a defeated voice:

"Great. I'm Nude Mary Poppins now."

I doubled over laughing.

But the worst part was still ahead of her.

The owners of the umbrella were on the opposite side of the beach.

And it had to be returned.

So Anna had to walk across the entire beach carrying the giant umbrella above her head like some kind of trophy while smiling beachgoers watched the spectacle.

The farther she walked, the harder people laughed.

At some point she started laughing too.

When she finally returned, her first words were:

"If that didn't turn me into a naturist, nothing ever will."

After that, we completely relaxed.

The next day the weather was perfect.

Sunshine.

Warm sea.

Almost no wind.

We headed straight for the naturist side.

There were far more people than the previous day, including many younger visitors.

Oddly enough, that made us feel more confident.

We quickly learned the most important rule of places like this.

Nobody cares.

Nobody judges.

Nobody compares.

Nobody is holding a beauty contest.

People are simply enjoying themselves.

The longer we stayed, the more our awkwardness disappeared.

Anna was the first to start walking along the shoreline, collecting beautiful stones and asking me to take photos.

At first I felt self-conscious.

Then calm.

And then I suddenly realized that I had stopped thinking about how I looked.

Perhaps that is the real secret of naturism.

You stop seeing yourself through the eyes of others.

And start seeing yourself through your own.

That day we swam, walked along the beach, talked, and simply enjoyed the sun.

No life-changing miracle happened.

But something more important did.

I felt comfortable in my own body.

Without constant criticism.

Without comparison.

Without endlessly searching for flaws.

That evening we returned to Blanes tired, sun-kissed, and incredibly happy.

And if someone asked me what I remembered most about Cala Boadella, I wouldn't say the sea.

Or the sun.

I would remember Anna.

Proud, embarrassed, laughing, and carrying a giant umbrella above her head.

The first Nude Mary Poppins in history.

That was the moment I realized that freedom sometimes begins not with courage.

But with the ability to laugh at yourself.